Ramblings

Youth Group got canceled agian yesterday. Now it's been 6 weeks since we had it. I wish pastor would have it more often. Oh well. I got a 90 on my algebra test today. Not an A, but, but OK for algebra. I got a 100 on my Spanish test though! Excelente! Spanish is a lot easier this year than last year. I think it just "clicked" or something. I'm still waiting for that in algebra. Good thing this is my last year of it. Next year I get to do Geometry. It's not that I don't do well, I just don't enjoy it. I guess you have to do not fun thing sometimes. It's inevitable. I have to help out with Sonbeams tonight. That is the kids group at church. There is these twin boys, and they are holy terrors. They have an endless supply of energy, and thrive on defiance. I'm gonna need a nap.

Looking UP

Things are starting to look up witht the college thing already. I got a thing in the mail for a place called Clearwater Christian College. It is accredited, and has a pre-med program. The thing is, is that it costs like, 3 times what PCC costs. God will work everyting out though. I just have to keep telling myself that. I wanted to go to a pre-med camp At PCC this summer. I think I will still go even though I probably won't go to that college. I will go for the experience. I just need to trust more. I woke up late this morning, so I didn't go on my morning run. It seems like when that happens, my whole day goes downhill, because I didn't get to clear my head. Oh well, I had better get to work. I still have to do my chores, and finish Algebra.

Monkey Wrench

I have a real dilemma on my hands. I really feel God leading me to go to Pensacola Christian College, but today, I learned that it is not accredited. They did say that over 72 med-schools accept thier credits. I really don't know what to do. This really throws a monkey wrench into everything. I guess God has a way of doing that when we get to confident. I guess I just need to pray about it. Maybe this is God's way of telling me I need to trust him more, and me less. I guess I need to remember that verse in Proverbs- "Lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he will direct thy paths" I know I am only in tenth grade, but I guess I tend to worry about the future too much. I just need to take things Day by Day.

New Blog

Well, I got this new blog today. That's pretty cool, considering I have never had one before, but other than that, today was pretty uneventful. I stayed at my friend's house, but I didn't have much fun. She is pretty shallow, and picks on me for being a Christian. I wish she would see that there is more to life than Boys, Makeup, and worrying about her weight. I mean, I like to look good, and I try to eat right, but sometimes I worry about her. Sometimes, I wish I could skip this whole teenager thing, and everyone would just grow up. Hopefully college will be different. Everyone thinks homeschoolers avoid this highschool "Drama" thing, but that is not true. I just want to focus on school, and get into college, and become a doctor. Maybe this will help me vent at the end of the day.